Why do I, most of the time, wouldn’t say something?
Why have I, most of the time, never encountered the stuffs I was expecting?
This is ridiculous, really, ridiculous as every body can imagine!
Why did I try to avoid sadness, but been keeping pondering: "this really made me sad…"?
Why must I obey the rules and instructions as they deemed to?
Why was I, always, trying to pretend to be scareless, but was indeed?
Such a liar, a hypocrite am I !!